Ok it’s SALE time once again and Digital stores are now offering great deals on their kits. Do check them out.

I am not buying anything this time. I spent a lot during the IDSD and paypal is empty right now. So I am being a good girl. =) I will just wait for the new release of my creative teams and then I’ll scrap away.

Anyways, this life insurance quotes that I saw online is keeping me busy right now. So maybe this will preoccupy me this sale season.

Yes I cried.

I was digiscrapping last night with the photos of Huey. Because I need to avail the $5.99 photobook from artscow which will expire the next day. So I am rushing a few pages as my previously made scrapbook layouts are only 17 pages. The photobook requires a 20 page layout. I put on my DVDs full of pictures of huey on my laptop and I slowly scan through them when the song of John Mayer entitled All We Ever Do is Say Goodbye played on my winamp. Tears fell down my cheeks as if it was a flowing water on the faucet. I can’t control it! I am telling myself to stop as I might wake my sister who is sleeping. But I can’t. I just let it be. I cried for a while until the tears subsided. I really miss my son. Plus the husband was not home. Double the feeling of missing someone. =’(

Memories came back when I saw his pictures. A friend comforted me through Facebook chat and I am so thankful she was there for me. I think it was ok to cry once in a while. This is what makes me stronger as a person and the strength to face the reality of Huey being gone. As my other friend says this is a form of healing and it is ok. I am just thankful that I am this strong. I know Huey is with me all the time. Guiding and watching over me.

I miss you son! I love you so much!