Yesterday was the Drag Race event which was arranged by the group of my husband (Big 4). They never expected it to be a hit! There we’re a lot of people watching the show and a lot of entries to the drag racing so the event ended up at 6pm which started at 7am for the registration. The awarding was held near the Legazpi Port at 7pm already.

I came to the event a little late already. I went there at 1:30pm and just watched the show. Before going to the event I had the feeling of being”out of place” there so when I arrived I just leave the area where Jun was so busy working for the tally of who won on each category. And I am right, he never mind that I am there already ( I txted him may times and tried to call him that I was on the way but I got no reply). When I saw my high school classmate there I immediately went to him (Teej- which is also my relative) for some chitchats. It was so hot there! Then I saw my brother with our cousins, I joined them. I guess Jun saw me crossing the street so he went to where we we’re standing. He said he txted me. Well it was too late. I am again mad at him. But I tried to understand him but he kept on doing a lot of things that’ll make me more irritated! Again I let my feelings pass because I am there to enjoy! Come the awarding event… He let me go there all by myself (the venue for the awarding was far from the race track)! Which I was expecting that I will be going there with him. Again I was irritated! The whole night was ruined! So my only way of forgetting the problem and enjoy the night was to drink a little beer with my cousins. But DAMN that 3 bottles of beer… I got drunk! I was blabbering all about our problems to my cousin! My goodness! Thank God Jun wasn’t there! We went home and I was so tipsy already I

I wake up this morning with tears on my eyes. Sunday supposed to be a family day but there he was with his friends enjoying a drag race again in Sorsogon! I wanted to go with him but when I said I will be staying home he immediately agreed. So I just kept the feelings of being alone again in our house. I need to go out now. I need to let this feelings pass. I need to think and to calm myself. Prayers needed please. Thank you so much!